"I don't remember that." That's the most disorienting part of it all, perhaps. He doesn't remember falling asleep, only being tired and then being in the warp core again. And then it was just... one memory after another. Until now.
But apparently that was later?
His body is slow to get the idea that he's safe now, that all the horrible experiences in his past are still in his past, half expecting to be plunged back into the nightmare at any moment. But he forces himself to relax his defensive posture, struggling to act as normal as possible, for his own sanity rather than to soothe his ego or anything. "It just... wouldn't stop."
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But apparently that was later?
His body is slow to get the idea that he's safe now, that all the horrible experiences in his past are still in his past, half expecting to be plunged back into the nightmare at any moment. But he forces himself to relax his defensive posture, struggling to act as normal as possible, for his own sanity rather than to soothe his ego or anything. "It just... wouldn't stop."